December 15th, 2009

Be Patient

Two of the simplest words in the world.
And one of the hardest things to do.

It's been MONTHS and it is still SO hard. I just can't be patient. I mean I don't even know what I'm being patient for. Or who, rather. Who am I waiting for? Can't I get a vision? A specific date? A name? Maybe some initials? Something!
It's even harder because I'm always trying to stop myself from hoping that "Be patient" means "Wait for him." And I want so very badly for it to be him...
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